Ok, so the past couple of weeks I’ve had some medical procedures done and have been in the ER. So Sir took my collar off. I honestly did not feel like I was a submissive without. I was so used to its weight as a reminder of my submission. I think I even had a little anxiety about not having it on.

Finally this morning Sir put it back on and now I feel like a submissive again. I feel like I need to make up for the weeks I didn’t feel totally submissive to Sir. He was more than understanding that I was going through some medical issues. I have the best Sir, he takes care of me so much when I am not feeling well and is always supporting me especially in my Thirty-One Business. I love him so much.

Yeah I just felt like saying that it was very strange not having my collar on. I felt naked and not in a good way. LOL