Well it’s a night and day difference, the career me vs the home me. I work for the city government. I’m in a position where I have to take control of things and be dominating. I have to think quickly because the well being of people is at stake. I am responsible for a lot of the people that I come across in my job. I love my job,but here lately it has gotten harder and harder to do. I have been doing this job for 6 years, I am trying to make it to 10 years so I can get my full retirement pension. I have Lupus, which is an autoimmune disease. Pretty much my body doesn’t like itself and it attacks itself. My job is very physical so its hard having a disease that attacks your lungs, and joints. My goal when I retire is to be a full time stay at home wife. I never thought that would be a want of mine. It still makes me laugh. But with my health issues its best if I am not working. I miss a lot of work right now as it is, I don’t wanna start that cycle again with a new job. We should be alright financially if we get some of our major bills paid off.
Now on the other hand at home I am newly submissive to Sir. Its a little hard adjusting, and I’ve already made a few mistakes but Sir is nice enough to give me a week to adjust to the change before punishments will happen. I want to submit myself fully to Sir, I love him with all my heart and I want to make sure he is taken care of. He works hard at his job and when he comes home it should be to a relaxing atmosphere. I trust him with everything and I trust that he will make the best decisions for me.
Going from being dominating at work to being submissive at home is definitely going to take time to get used to. But what I’m struggling the most with is calling him Sir versus his real name. I catch myself after it comes out and then he corrects me. Of course when we are with family and friends I will call him by his name. Like I said transitioning is going to be a task but we will get there and I think this is the best step for our marriage. It will make it stronger!